上周五突然重病，完全說不出話來了，8日一早從廣州獨自一人飛來了無錫，從機場出來路邊全是盛開的紅色玫瑰花，我住在蠡湖邊，無錫絕對是這個世界上最如夢如幻的江南古城。我愛熱鬧，也愛冷清。我愛群居，也愛獨處，這兩天去吃了薺菜餛飩，去買小時候的小圓面包。站在街角，初秋的陽光讓我雙肩溫暖。每天深夜在家看歐美電影。25年前我失去父親的那一天，我就失去了我的整個人生。直到我找到了這份工作，我才找到了人生的意義。這不只是一份工作，這份工作對我意義非凡。地球自轉億萬年，世上分日夜，夏季太陽照在北回歸線上，日長夜短，冬季則相反。為什么人類只在這奇異星球上短暫存活幾十載？卻受盡各種苦楚？所以我們要把時光過好。我就是要這個世界有一束光為我而打，我就是要有一個舞臺為我而亮，我就是要這個世界上有一些人為我而來，這非常非常重要。

Last Friday, I suddenly got sick seriously and lost my voice. On the early morning of October 8th, I took a flight from Guangzhou to Wuxi alone. The red roses are blooming over the road near the airport. I live by the Lihu Lake. And I think Wuxi must be the most dreamlike ancient city of Jiangnan in this world. I enjoy liveliness, as well as solitude. I enjoy staying with people, as well as leaving some time for myself. These two days, I had shepherd's purse wonton, and bought some buns that I used to eat in my childhood. Standing at the corner of the street, I felt the warmth on my shoulders from the sunshine of early autumn. Everyday I watch foreign movies at home late at night. 25 years ago, on the day when I lost my father, I felt like I lost my entire life. It was not until I started this career that I found the meaning of my life. It is not just a job, but a career that means a lot to me. The Earth has been rotating for billions of years, and the world is divided into days and nights. The sun is directly over the Tropic of Cancer making longer days and shorter nights in summer, and vice versa in winter. Humans only live a short life on this beautiful planet, but some of them live with suffering. Why? That's why we should cherish every moment. All I want is that there is a beam of light especially lighting up for me, that there is a stage especially set up for me, and that there are people especially coming up for me. That means a lot.